Welcome to my hole in the ground
My little piece of heaven
My own prison
Where i lay like a lifeless lump
Stifling my thoughts with the lies i have been fed
Choking on the rotten words blurted out
Hoping , every moment
To somehow end all of this
Been on the edge
Wondering constantly
Is it time?
Is it now?
Is this when it finally falls apart?
When i finally lose my patience , my faith
And just finish it off?
Can't tell how long this will last
No end to this test
My will has been broken , bashed and shattered
Its been lost for some time
Lost on this island of misery
All the mistakes i have made
Punishing myself
If one can't forget themselves
Cant they atone their true salvation?
Can they achieve what they were meant to?
Can one realize their dreams hating everything?
That is why i dug up this hole
Buried myself in this darkness
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