Part 3

Why is it that I have so many questions....
why this restless soul...
all these questions....drive me crazy
so many of em
I ask myself
And never have an answer

I'm not an idiot
I'm not a fool
But I'm just plain confused
Coz I don't know what I want
Don't know what to do
Everything seems interesting
So boring
Yet i try
Try to find my a place
Amongst the others
Try to fit in
join the rat race
the race to nowhere
The race to an uneventful death

Death, I call it
not life
'Cause it is not life
Unless it has a meaning
and until one dies
one is worthless
Only if one can know his own worth
Only if one can understand himself
can one lead a Life

Maybe that is the answer that I want
maybe that is what I have been waiting for
looking for
searching for

A pool of life
to fill this empty conscience
the wind of change, of peace
to calm this angry soul
Calm this random soul
this random mind.....